To DiDi!!!

TO: DiDi
(And who ever else that wants to read it)
I can't stand big lost over small stuff =S
And as usual i dun notice anything until to late,
I really need to pay more attention to my surroundings.
As i kinda found a way,
To compeletly block out what someone is saying.
Unless you tap me,
Or i want talk to you =/
Now i dun want this habit also difficult to get rid off.
When problems appear,
Everyone is at fault!
Thats why to me,
I learning to forgive and forget about the bad stuff.
If not i will just keep on thinking of the past,
Every little thing i also want know,
So i dun want to be like that anymore!!
Than i get angry and upset over the smallest thing.
I dun want to go through it again,
I dun want my friends to experience it as well!
I dun know if you are going through something like me.
But put that aside until after Thursday than settle ba,
Get rid of this weeks papers 1st.
Anyway people can move and go,
But i won't move =]
To me i will always stay in the past,
Cause the memories of that time are so much better.
And i want to try and change everything back!!
I was about to sleep liao,
Than turn on com again just to post this. =]
Well as usual,
I am going to have a sleepless night =/
Nevermind is all good,
I am OK anyway.
I am typing to 1 person.
I can't be not OK anyway,
I got a promise that i must keep to myself =D