Today

Today was a Long day...
JinPeng never go school,
And for Chines Mdm Koh pass me his work!!
Thats another effective way to pass message.
Amaths was pretty Dead =P
Went through papers nia.
Than ate fast and Played with CK Generals Order.
Play until read cards opposite way round,
Than die liao.
Give me headache =S
(Like a said before,
I told myself not to do it but i didnt Learn XP)
So had a hard time concentration on Physics,
My table: JM, CY, QQ n Me.
Only QinQuan Never fall asleep sia,
The rest slept like logs =P
Today History was intresting sia,
Than last preoid Nara take.
Than Play another quick game,
And had Amaths test.
Total sure Fail,
All my worst Topics came out except Surds.
And i didnt study those topic that came out as well =/
Than Chinese Supplementary,
Eat KFC =9
Thanks Mdm Koh!!
Than paid more attention when she teaching XD
Motivated liao!!
Got back my spare headphones today =D
Long story so will skip it.

Omg WHO is now at Phase 6,
Will Singapore go to Code Red.
And school be closed???
Lets wait and see ba =P

Photo Taking

Today shit sia,
I blew my Temper.
I knew Chee Yong meant well,
But that flick on my Head for some weird reason.
Made me get super angry,
Than i just got angry =X
All the bottled anger n stress just came out,
Heng i manage to control myself.
But i think i got Chee Yong angry at me,
Better go apologize later =X.
Than Had picture taking today,
Got to wear class Tshirt WITH A Reason =P
Than take finish,
Use Mrs Tay camera take picture Behind Hall,
Mr Nara funny sia.
Keep on saying" Everyone looking at us"
Hahaha he paiseh,
While the whole class like dun care just take pic.
I think used to it liao =P
Than assembly got the IP Comepetion,
I want go sia,
But 9-11 June so to bad =[
Well nothing else about today,
POA sup was woah!!
Only 7Girls turn up,
All the Boys except 2 was not there.

2 Messages to 2 Different People:

~Btw today last day ><
(Wakakaka only 1 person know what it means ^^ )

~And i dun need put blue text liao,
Cause i come online at 5pm.
I notice it should have been read,
Today before i came back ba =S
So i guess i dun need to put it up till friday
Thats all hope more to talk about tomorrow =D

NAPFA today =X

Actually dun want to blog one,
Than since blog finish go sleep liao.
Than blog =P

Well had NAPFA
(Still forget how to write it >< ) Score:
1)Standing Board Jump~ 252cm =D
2)Sit n Reach~ 51cm
3)Sit-up~ 45
4)Shuttle Run~ 10sec
5)Pull Up~ 9

Comments:
1)Can't win Chee Yong's 294cm jump, To big gap liao =X
2)1st time get 5pts for it =P
3)Nothing to comment on this one.
4)I think got another one, But never hear the Time >< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Total: 28/30 Yea =D
Hit my target,
5stations all A =]

Today English was... how i put it nicely..
CRAP ><
To little Time and teachers want us to copy the Points,
Which is like so longggg
So can't Write Finish only did the draft,
And only half way some more =X
But after school was kinda funny sia,
They play soccer in class.
Than what was said was kinda funny =P
Laughed my head off to be exact.
Haven't laughed well in awhile.
Got back my History results 9/12
I wanted full marks ><
Nevermind at least i never see textbook,
Still can get 9/12 =P
SS learnt about Swine flu,
Its like the spanish influzena.
Both are H1N1 Virus,
So be careful people =]
If get sick must see doctor ah!!
Nothing more to comment about ba,
Had quite a few laughs today.
Even in History,
Which was unexpected.

Side note:
I know my Life is rocky right now,
So if i caused you any problems,
Than i apologize. >< I have been thinking to much,
(As usual...)
And as usual forgot the Obvious.
I must sit down and think,
Than i notice.
That the only person i was hurting is you.
Sorry about that.
I have been abit off these few Weeks,
So dun think so much anymore,
I will think less before i act =]
Have fun 1st,
Wakakaka.
Studies i can catch up no problem one XP
Even though the problem is not solved,
I will fix it!!
Now i notice ah,
I like EMO ALOT this year.
Need Change!!!
I dun want wait later people think i only know how to emo.
So talk to me!!!
I want talk more,
But no one ask or talk to me =P
BTW i dun know you will read anot or Understand,
But i just want to say what i wanted to say.

This Blue Text is to only 1 Person,
The Person who is avoiding me.
I promise i won't do the things which i did again,
But next Time if you felt there is something wrong just say.
As i am abit Blur and slow and need to think it over a long time,
Before i finally Notice whats wrong with me =X
Dun look down and upset ah =D
** This will be here until Friday**

Today Change of Mood =]

Was kinda Busy today,
So my Morning went by like a flash.
Than afternoon studied Amaths at Home,
Than headed Online =P
Online alot,
Planning on heading Home later.
To free liao XP
Or study...
My amaths notes not done yet,
Long way more settle 2 Chapters nia ><
Difficult control my Handwriting,
So took awhile.
Hand still for some unknown reasons,
Is Shaking.
Well nothing more to say.
Hehes =D
Going early school have fun 1st.

Happy Birthday MoM

Wasn't Planning on Blogging today,
But:
Happy Birthday MoM =D
Its just about over,
Even though i almost forgot i didn't in the End =X
Went grandparents house as usual,
Was playing with my Brother Generals Order.
Point taken:
Help JinPeng with Reading the Cards.
He didn't even bother trying.
~Thats all today~

Changes in life??

Came to blog only,
Nothing much to say about today.
Didn't get the kicks i wanted today =P
Than after that went AMK Hub with CK,
Pei him buy the cards =P
I bought a few.
Ahhhh.
Got LuBu's Weapon,
Not himself =P

BTW even if you appear offline,
MSN plus can still see that you are online =D
I dun care anyway,=]
Nothing to say.

nameless post....

Was pretty fast today =D
School period,
History test change to Class work.
Pretty much thats all.
Even Amaths supp,
Is just do paper nia.
Than after supplementary,
Went to AMK hub with CK n MZ.
MZ got to get some stuff,
And CK and me went Popular buy Stationery.
Now i got my Amaths Ex Book,
To rewrite all my Notes liao =D
Going revise amaths.
I want put that as a L1B2R2
Than just in case my POA cmi ><

BTW JingMing super funny today,
Keep on Saying 我要打乒乓.
I super funny lor,
He told everyone that. =D

its 1 main problem after all

Was like...
Today...
Felt alone,
Have been happening pretty often these days..
Is like there is a wall surrounding me,
And i can't do anything properly until..
I fix my current main Problem...
Off topic liao ,
Saw a nice card game on Newspaper,
Called Generals Order (將軍令)
Chinese game,
I hope can help me out with chinese by reading the words and info.
Than after school walked to AMK hub from School,
Felt like taking a walk and think stuff over.
Though about things and found out,
Actually i only have 1 Main Problem...
The rest i think are all linked to it,
So i solve 1 i solve all...
Hopefully i get it done before Mid-Terms,
If not 100% affect my results one...
Now choing the Ton of homework,
All subjects for today got homework..
=X
Can't play the game yet.

English oral today O.O

Had English Oral today..
OMG...
Jing Zhang until keep on shaking...
Can't even think of anything for Picture Discussion,
So when picture came i just pom.
Worst part is Ms Vannan,
Test me that time LIKE not concentrating.
Kill my Morale sia ><
Than i 1st to leave,
Like hardly say anything...
Than jerry still say our batch like super fast,
Make me feel like Chiongster like that..
Worried..
Wonder tomorrow can get results mah =P

OMG OMG oral..

Main thing today....
Chinese Oral O.O
1st to go sia,
SUPER JING ZHANG!!
Some more i see the Passage,
My Morale all gone liao...
Than hear the conversation liao,
Mind totally Blank out.
Simple words also dun remember,
10mins later in Bus Stop than remember the words...
By than to late liao.
So i Zombie~ed my way home.
Sorry ah people,
If they see my expression than lose Hope ><
Really sorry,
My mind just totally Blanked.
Fail Fail Fail.
I praying now Chinese O Lv Oral i dun go 1st..
I feel kinda down =[

Wasted today ><

I wasted my whole day today ><
I actually cheered up abit yesterday,
All i needed was some conversations on MSN.
And i wanting to die,
Sort of Disappeared =P
Anyway finish 2Mangas today O.O
Finished:
090-Eko to Issho
Pretty Face
Both made me Laughed,
So felt slightly better today =D
Now need a new manga to read =P
My search is endless..
I will read any managa with:
Humor
Romance
And
Harem or Ecchi =X
They always make me Laugh!
Cheer me up some what ^^

happiness? i want it... but i doubt i can find it... nt rite nw...

I dun feel well at all...
Not physically but mentally ,
I am just and empty shell right now.
No life.
I want to get the Drug in Code Geass...
It can just let you live in the past to escape from the present,
Even though it meant not being able to move for 15+ Years...
Just going back to the past,
It would have been a dream for me.
The past year...
Was pretty much the best time i had.
I never regret last year.
But this year this one problem...
I was reading my MSN past History,
I had so much fun than... and now...
I just want to disappear,
If other people can get happy,
I dun mind being alone...
I only have one main wish right now.
MingZhe knows,
And he might now be in the best position to settle it.
So my hopes rest on him now...

Motivation... nt found, but something else appeared

After CCA,
I am Pumped liao.
Totally psych ,
This is not that End.
Now even though No CCA,
Still got something else.
CCA can really cheer up my life =]
Now only to things can make me happy,
And i will achieve both goals..
And i will do it at any cost!
There is still time,
I won't leave this school without a Bang!
I going get more CCA points =9
That is only 1 of my thousands of new reasons now.

No Motivation to Live....

Last CCA before break for Exam.. =[
I want CCA!!
I look forward to only 2things a week,
And one of them is CCA.
To me i no CCA no life...
I dun know why people detest CCA,
I rather enjoy it.
Haizz,
I like no life to live on leh...
Today people talk to me than i Reply,
Its not that i EMO.
Its just keep thinking..
Like last Night,
Something happen which never happen before.
I actually Talked and Screamed in my Sleep,
Itt got my Grandmother worried about me.. =[
It was like at 2am,
And she had to wake up to handle it...
Haizzz...
Maybe super stress ba.
The main problem is Friends,
Haizzz..
Hope it won't happen tonight,
Dun even dare sleep tonight...
It at the brink of totally shuting myself out liao...
No Life,
I am gonna miss CCA.
The walking about and Help people,
Keep my mind occupied.
As well as waiting every night,
Whichy Sure Brighten my Mood =]

Wishing i could turn back the Clock..

Wah i pissed off sia,
Today actually OK one.
Than during AMaths,
Got angry.
How Would YOU feel if,
SOMEONE said :
"I never talk to you"
When you have good intentions,
And want to chat with them.
HOW DO YOU THINK I FELT WHEN YOU SAY THAT!!
I want to mend up the Cracks,
You just keep on dao me.
YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ANOT!!
In the end totally wasted myself,
By getting angry and didn't talk to anyone.
I just totally want to mend problems,
You of all people should know what i have been through!
And you become like that,
I know i have problems
Everyone has problem.
But you know how long i have trying to patch up.
I dun care if i am adding fuel to the Fire,
But ask yourself.
How would YOU feel if you were in my Shoes.
I tried to patch things up a few times liao,
But EVERY TIME you turn it down.
If i have problems,
FINE
TELL ME!!
If you shut up and dun say anything,
You think i know.
I dun need to make it clear who i talking to liao.
I am at my wits end liao........
I totally feel like going on a rampage right now...

Update!!

Back after Bath~ing
Will comment more on today,
Wasn't as intresting as i expected today.
And i woke up so happily today,
I force myself awake ><
Than CCA walk walk about
Help other people in CCA.
Than waiting for Bus that time,
Saw ShihQi and Valerie.
Than noticed so late liao,
Still haven't go Home =P
Haven't reach home at 7:45pm liao ><

New Ezlink Card

Got the New Ez-Link Card...
Damn Ugly...
Than today wasnt the result i was expecting...
So wait...
I like very evil right now..
Hopefully tomorrow more intresting though..

er... how to put it in words

Nothing to say about today..
Short day of School =D
Hmm ...
I wonder whats going to happen tomorrow
O.o
Reminder to myself:
Dun read things opposite way round,
It gives headaches ><
And i got a bad one =P

zombie

I felt like i was a Zombie the whole day...
I notice it when i was reading New Moon,
The story line fits something similar =S
Well was manga~ing nearly the whole day.
Was free so did this:







































(My Current wallpaper ^)
I only changed the words each of them said.
I am to free liao -.-..

Back =]

Just came back about 10mins ago,
Went Kbox with Family and Relatives!?!?
That still sounds abit weird =S
And what i feel still hold true,
Everytime i go AMK Hub with my Family.
Sure will run into Sec5 SchoolMates one =P
After Singing out,
Feels slightly better.
Reminds me of last Round without the SMS's =X
My head feels clearer but not clear yet,
At least now i think things,
My head won't Hurt...
Much...

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Spent today at Home,
Manga~ing n Anime~ing
And think~ing.
But dun want to think to much,
If not sure head pain one. ><
OMG,
Something weird just happened.
Going somewhere later with Family O.O
Haven't went out with them for awhile liao,
No mood go.
Maybe going out today will help,
It helpped last round =]

sian..

Hardly talk much today...
Been thinking alot =S
Aiyoh,
The problems and the Stress are Pileing up
K.O. liao...X.X
Dun even have mood to read my New Moon.
So during CCA keep on walking about.
Sorry if i abit cold to anyone today,
Just have been thinking alot ><
Even now my mind is in a Blur,
If any more event hit me...
I sure GG one..
And My Amaths Test today,
It just flew to the stars.
100% Fail... =[

omg..Credits?!?!

As Usual,
Nothing to comment about during Lessons.
Played Scrabble though =D
Than after School,
Meet WeiJie.
Cher Yee got Grumpy,
And I have no idea why =S
Than help Ms Ng,
Do the Video for Tomorrow.
For SL one,
Hahaha had some laughs here and there.
Hahaha i found someone that is almost the same as WeiQi ><
Same age somemore =P
Than OMG,
Tomorrow the Credits will have my Name.
1st one somemore,
Big and Bright...

today... what a let down

Nothing to say during lessons,
Just read finish Twilight took 6days...
Than got the "Fanily" T-shirt liao,
Looks nice. =D
(Chee Yong must be jumping for joy)
Ok than After CCA..
Today,
There are Some people i want to kill...
Idoit spread than spread lah,
Like heck i care!!
Make me angry,
I actually dun mind walking about one.
(To pass the Shirts out)
But it really got me angry.
That you people talk so loud,
And laugh so much and loud as well!!
I normaly can take it but...
That was abit to much!!
Than after that went eat at Coffeeshop,
Eat liao walk all the way to AMK Central.
Talk and talk with WeiJie,
Learnt some intresting things =]
Now avoid talk to family members,
Later accidentaly scream at them...
As my temper still around...
Overall not one of my best days,
But not the worst =]

Go to...

Today PE,
Chee Yong got 3pts in 2.4km for NAFA =D
And i pacer,
I ran the 2.4km as well...
Its great he Didn't walk at all =]
Next time i am not doing that again =P
Well went Excursion..
Raining...
Sian 1/2,
All wet.
But overall is like Normal lor.
Than after that,
Stayed in School with Chee Yong.
He need pack up NPCC room,
So i pei Him =]
Than while he packing,
I did the EMaths Paper =]
Only did till Qn4 Though =P
Went Home at 6:30pm.
Thats about all,
And i haven't finish Twilight..
I feel like i reading kinda Slow
(For my Speed)
And go thing,
Cher Yee is back =D
(I mean in Spirit, not Person)

CHOCOLATE CAKE!!

Was in Bed most of the Time for today...
Manga~ing Bleach,
The Story is okok nia.
7/10 ba,
I read better manga's Though =P
Just had WeiHui's cake,
As celebrating it today.
Cause all my Cousins are over.
The cake is like...
1 1/2 times my Head,
And...
The whole Thing is covered in...
CHOCOLATE...
Even the Cream,
The only part without chocolate is the Centre of each Layer.
Its chalked full of BlackForest,
To much Chocolate ><
Its just to much,
I eat Finish super Thirsty...

Sports day...

Went for Sports Day,
Its...
Totally Sian...
I walk here and there,
In the Stadium.
If not for Escaping from sitting down,
I wont want to do it at all...
Never Expect Chee Yong they all bo Duty...
Nevermind...
Didn't do much today,
What a Boring day...
Might as well go read my Twilight ba =P

New Moon Just buy liao =P

Just Finish Dinner =D
Just now after CCA went go buy New Moon,
To tempted liao =P
Anyway was passing by,
Than dun know when got another Chance to Buy it =]
Yay,
Tomorrow i wont be sitting doing nothing,
In Yio Chu Kang Stadium liao =D
I Video Crew weeeee XD
At least dun need sit down and do Nothing!
Ok,
Will be Online but Choinging Twilight.
I want finish by Sunday Latest,
Left with 150+ Pages.
But should Be No Problem. =]
BTW went to Collect OLv Certitficate,
Finally Saw my B3 for Emaths.
Dun worry,
Everyone JiaYou ba.
And get at Least A2 for Emaths this Year XD

i feel Sianzzz out..

Today i dun know what happen,
Got angry over the Littleest Thing lor...
Dun know what happen,
Maybe looking for a Place to Vent My Anger ba...
Now a Days toatlly dun feel like Going School,
The only think i look forward to is...
CCA,
If not no Point going School =[
I need something more to look forward to...
I got a feeling my Grades sure Drop one...
My life is so sian.....

April Fool's Day

Actually Dun feel like Blogging one...
Than today is April 1st anyway =P
No supplmentary so was kinda nice =]
Haven had day i could leave early in awhile,
So it was kinda nice =D
Still reading Twilight...
Only at 200+,
Taking my Time.
As its my Own Book =P
Was Manga and Anime ~ing just now,
Have nothing Better to do =[
Anyway going study,
Abit History and do amaths homework ba.
Or Not =P